Getting Worse

On saturday, i went to get a new and free computer from computers for youth in my school. Today, i went a trip to the intrepid with my class. at the end of the day i got hungry and acted crazy. "Look i have a burger! looky! heeeeeehaaaaahehahe!" Thats what i said, holding up a small peice of clay that looked like a burger. then a boy hit it out of my hand. i felt like crying. i laughed. "HAAAAAA HEE HA! HE MADE ME LOSE MY BURGER! WAAAAAHAHAHAHEHE! i was in tears. i was laughing and crying. it was funny. Apperently, no on else thought so. Then my friend gave me a bigger clump of clay and i was happy. then i went back to the boy and rubbed it his face. "HAHAHA I HAVE A HOTDOG! AND ITS BIG AND YOU DONT!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" it was funny. even now i feel kinda looky. hee. jfiliewmrehlimgxclitumiceurhggagwefiuewrghcmcxmxgcluivhy...........................................................

Day 3

11 years old is not as old as i thought it was. I thought i was going into the teen years, and starting to get taller so ill be like 5'9. I'm 5 feet with my flats on. is guess it brings me about 2 inches taller, which is good. I pretty short for my age. This weekend i saw Alice in Wonderland, and that day was long, so it ended up being the last thing to do in the day, since we went to a couple of other things before that, while we were waiting. i also fixed my computer this weekend which is awesome because i can finally use the internet now. i haven't used the internet for a while, at least fun internet cause the computers in school have blocked websites. its so sad. Well, about the rush of time, even today its fast. i even asked my friend if time is going by fast, and she answered, "No".

Day 2

I woke up to the shining sun. I was way too tired to move. When I got up I got ready and headed out with my grandmother to school. When I got to the entrance, I hesitated and began to walk in. When I got upstairs I was in the Common Room and I sat down to use the computer. I typed in "armorbot.com" and I played my favorite game called "Raze". "I won!" I yelled out, then feeling a little embaressed. I kept playing for 15 minuets then headed to class. I can't wait to get home. I'm doing better in class. I've been thinking about my childhood. "Thank you so much!" I yelled when i was 4. It was Christmas morning and I had gotten one of those cheap dolls from Joeys. When i was little, i liked them. A lot of things changed over the past 11 years, and sometimes i think time is going too fast, i think God is making time go faster because he can't wait for something, something big thats going to happen, but why am i the only one feeling the rush?

Day 1

My life is hard and easy. My life is fun and boring. My life is happy. My life is life. I came out of my mothers womb and was infected with ADHD. Thats what happens when you have a child young, because you have a child while you're a child. If I was born later, I wouldn't have this wonderful life I have with my young mom. I just hope she doesn't regret the decision of keeping me. She would have had an abortion, but once I developed in the womb, she already loved me so much. I am so grateful for my life. No one else has their mom to take care of their baby. My grandmother helps my mom. ADHD is attention deficit hyper disorder. I am lucky that its not bad. I can control it, so I always am a little hyper, but it can stop, and I might not always pay attention, but I force my self to stay still. Its hard. I never thought I would get older when I was younger, because it would be so long, but time goes faster than you think, and you don't even realize it. I think that I'm a one of a kind, since I understand so many things about adult situations, and especially since I have ADHD. One day, I am going to change so much, but everyday I wonder, when is that day?