Lesson Learned

I learned my lesson after all this middle school drama happened. Life is hard, and sometimes i cant do anything about it. I wrote a song song called "Temporally Broken." Its a song that i sing and play the guitar in. I love life, but sometimes love could not be real. Like what happend to me.

Why?

I have been asking myself why for so many times. Why has this school become so bad. There was a hacker in my school. people think it was my math teacher Ms.Kemp. I never say anything because there isnt enough proof, and I know it has to be a lie. Why would she do that? "She" told my cousin, Amanda with my other friend Glismarie there "Yeah i hacked your computer. You got a problem with that?". It could have been a joke, but i know Glismarie doesn't lie.. I feel bad for Amanda, she got in trouble for no reason. There are always fights now. AND, why does life have to be so hard? Only god can answer.

Love should be ILLEGAL

I think love should be illegal. It can break hearts, mentally and physically, wont let people go to school because they cant sleep, and just cry their souls out. It can even kill someone mentally, it sometimes happens. I was heartbroken and my grade has been going down because i cant sleep and i cant go to school in the morning. I cry everyday when i think of what he did to me. He deleted me everywhere and he blocked me. He talks about me on facebook. I just am miserable at night and in school. He emailed me with a harassing email in school. He didnt curse so he didnt get in trouble. I just need someone other than family to help me through this, that actually understands. Phtt...never will happen.