TO A NEW WORLD

Feeling emotional
Nothing is possible
When is this going to stop

Happiness
Possible
If I can get to a window

If I had the strength to survive

I’d go to another land

I’d be the best person to be with

I’d go to the greatest
Places in the world


Lalalalalala
LA LA
LA LA
LA LA LA

LALALALALA
LA LA
LA LA
LA LA LA

I’D GO TO THE BEST PLACES IN THE WORLD
WHERE I CAN GET TO THE WATERS

I CANT RELAX AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN.

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

LA LA LA LA

Again (Poem)

School starts Heartbreaks
Heartbreaks start songs for me
Songs make me start to write poems
Poems make me feel different feelings
Some feeling make me angry
Anger starts heartbreaks
Heartbreaks are in school
School makes me angry
Anger makes me write
Writing makes me happy again
Happiness causes love
Love causes poems
Poems causes different feelings
Feelings cause anger
And anger causes heartbreak
And heartbreaks are in school
again

I am I Poem

I am
Like hail, loud and noisy when falling and crunches when stepped on. >:(
Like a Tabby Cat, orange and fiery and me, Tabby.
Like sour candy, Colorful on the outside, crazy on the inside.
Like a museum, so many floors to explore.
Like a computer, so many things in the mind going on at once.
Like the rainbow, every color
I am
Like a piano, musical and fun, but also can be sad.
Like a wood pecker, pecks at everything it sees.
Like the spring, colorful flowers blooming.
Like a buggy, small and short, but very colorful.
Like Alice in wonderland, looking for her way home.
Like midnight, crazy and exciting.
I am me
I am myself
I am I.

I dont care

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

everybody's looking at me
like im
famous
famous

Everybodys watching me
like im
important
important
to them

let me tell you somthing that will change your mind
let me tell you somthing that will make you blind

oh oh

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

now do you believe me when i say
okay
baby
you need to calm down

and ive been waiting all night
and ive been waiting all day
to say


I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care
about you
about this
life
that you think i have

why dont i just tell you the truth
oooth
oooooo
ooooo
ooooooo oooooo

whispers -
*
I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care
*
I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

everybodys looking at me
like im
famous
famous
well guess what
im not
im not
im just me

let me tell you the truth
about me

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

let me just
act and dress how i want to
i dont go to be eyed
all of the time
i aint no miley cyrus
i aint no lady gaga
i aint no nicki minaj
i aint nobody
but myself

so let me tell you something that will change you mind

I dont really care
I dont really care
I dont really
care
care
care

Super Sonic Technologic

LALALALALALALALALALALALA
LALALALALALALALA
LALALALALALALALA

O O O O
O O O O

Super sonic technologic
brain of yours
I want it want it

Super sonic technologic
brain of yours
I want it want it

give it all to me
Give it up
im open
im open

Your the kind of brain
I want it
I want it
Your the kind of person

I
just want
to love
life

I just want
to be
like
you


Super sonic technlogic
brain of your
I want it want it

Super sonic technologic
Persanilty
I want it want it

Technolic terminality

Super sonic technlogic
brain of your
I want it want it

Your
nanotechnology
cant be real
YOur technologic brain
is a dodgy
a dodgy
dodgy
d-d-d-d-d-d-ogy

Radio Frequency Identification


I want you to run through my
blometric identification
system

I want to know that

your not
a dodgy
dodgy
d-d-d-d-d-d-ogy

*Intializing Blometric Identification*

*Attenuation! Attenuation! OVERLOAD*

*BEEP- Dodgy*

OOOOOOHH

Your
super sonic technologic
brain of yours
I want it want it

DAnCE!

I can't get up
I can't move
Take me with you
Take me with you

I am stuck here
Like a dead bird
I wont even if I
See a herd
Running
So fast

I can't get up
I can't move
My body
What is wrong
I am so
Tired
I can't move

Take me with you
To the world
Where I can dance
To die


I wanna get up out of this bed
I wanna move like I never did before
Take me with you
Please
Take me with you

Now I can't sleep
Because I know
I can't get up
Or move
I'm being pulled out
I'm grabbing on
But there's nothing there
To save me this time

I being taken
Away

I am dragging on the floor
I wake up
I get up
I dance
*whole tune changes to electronic dance*
D-d-d ance
I-I-I-I
Wanna
D-d-d acne
Wanna
D-d-d acne
Let's go
N-n-n-n-n
OW

C-c c'mon
Dance dance
Dance dance
L-let's let's let's
Dance dance
Ooo oh
Ooo ooo oh
Dance
Dance
Just
Don't
Die
Die
Help
Yourself
Help your
Self
To
DANCE!

Lover of the sky

I walk into to the sunlight
Like it's my home

I look
Straight into the moon light
Like I'm seeing
An ecplipse
I stare
Into the sun
Until
I can't anymore
I adore
What he made
For us

I am a lover of the sky
A fan of the sun
Thinking about the moon

I am the one
That's shines
Under the sun
Because
I love it so much
Why wouldnt I


Why wouldnt
Why wouldn't I?
Why wouldnt I love the sky?
Gods creation?

I love it
I love him
I love them
I love everyone
No matter
If they
Did right or wrong

I am a lover of the sky
A fan of the sun
Thinking about the moon

I am the one
That's shines
Under the sun
Because
I love it so much
Why wouldnt I

Whats up - map of the sky

What's up
What's that
I know

What's up
Nothing much
Oh
But there is so much

The signs
Birds
Buildings
Planes

The clouds
Lighting
Stars
The moon and sun

The planets
And so much more
Including heaven
And the lord.

Why do you say
Wazzup
Nothing much
You?
Nothing
How about you

Well me, the most important thing
God and what he made for us.
That's what's up with me
That what's up
Everybody
That's whats up
With me
That's what's
Everybody

Thank the lord
For everything
Everything
He gave us
Thank him
Because
He did for us
Us
Us
Us
No one
Else
Needs it more
Than you a me
And everybody

That's what's up with me
That what's up
Everybody
That's whats up
With me
That's what's
Everybody

new song and new album : map of the sky ; song: go

I know
Where your goin
Your not going anywhere
With this

I knew
Where your goin
You ran away
With this

Go go go
Away
Right now
To a land
Of impecible
Happiness

Go go go
And pack
Your stuff
Your leaving to a new world

You
Forgot
Your things
Don't worry
You
Have got
New things
To look forward to there

You didn't realize
You were leaving
It came
Out of the blue
You didn't want
To leave
But you had to

Go go go
Away
Right now
To a world
Of impeccable
happiness

Go go go
Don't leave
Without your soul
Don't forget it

You lost
You soul
Your looking
For it
You have
To find it
Before
It's Stolen
Find it
Keep it
Bring it
To your world
When you find it
Keep it
Bring it
Don't forget it


This time around
You won't be needing this
Soul that you think has value
Now
But it's dead
It will always be
To others
Just brig it
For good luck

Go go go
Away
Right now
To a world
Of impeccable
happiness
When you are
So happy
Don't forget to thank

The lord.

SHINY TOY GUNS

SHINY TOY GUNS ROCK! IVE KNOWN THEM FOR A LONG TIME BUT I HAVE BEEN FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM ALL OVER AGAIN...I DONT KNOW WHY!
I THINK IM GOING THROUGH A PHASE!

I dont listen to music because other people listen too it, like most people, I listen to music I like. I am me, not everyone else.

What is This?

Conversations help. A lot.

I never thought a small conversation can do what it did.

I dont know what to feel right now.

I dont feel anything at this point.

Is that normal?

Help us

I don't have the guts
To say it to your face

If I say it now
My people
Won't accept

If I say it here
Everyone will know

Everyone
Will
Know


I
Miss
you

I know
It's not
Your fault

I
Need
Help

Help me
Bring us back

I
Will
Not

Disobey my people

Bye
Bye
Now

For a while....

Help us
Now

Before it's too late


Time Is running out
Help me
Help
Us

HI

Like my new design?

I am auditioning for the hall pass tour tommorow. I will sing late december.

What happened? (SONG)

I like you
I liked being with you
You were so much fun
So much

I still do
Even though I said I hated you
I still do
I don’t know

I like your personality
We have a lot in common

I want this all to reverse
Let is reverse
Start over
When it was late December
We were happy

But in the middle of Janurary
We were wrong
We had gone wrong
What happened
Now we are
Awkard friends
Don’t know
What we feel
What is it
Whats wrong
Im your friend
Let me free
From all these disabilities

(not done)

scream continued (whole song)

Scream
And run away
Just scream
Your hopes away
Scream
Until the glass breaks
Down

Screaming
While Sleeping

Screaming
While Dreaming

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

Scream
All your fears away
JUST
Scream
All your tears away
JUST
Scream
Until you fall
Down


Love isn’t real
Most of the time
Why can’t we scream it away?

Scream it out
You never loved me

Admit it, it was all a lie

AHHHHHHHHH

Scream
All your peers away
JUST
Scream
Like your running away

Don’t worry
It Is okay
I know its not your fault
Just scream it all
OUT

AHHHHHHHHHHH

Scream
For the ice cream trucks
JUST
Scream
Like a baby

You wont be criticized
While I’m around
JUST
scream

let me in

Let me in
Your dreams
Of love
And clouds

Let me in
Your heart
Of dreams
And lies

Why don’t you
Just give it up
You lost
Then you won
Yay for you
Yay for you

Let me in
Let me in
Out you go
Out you go
Let me in
Let me in
Your heart
Let me in
Let me in
Let me see what your
Feeling
Don’t hide it away

I am obsessive
People think
But I am just
Wanting
To care
And to help
Because I care
Because I feel
Too happy
To give up


Your stupid
Little lies
Of h-e-l-l
You
Wont listen
You wont hear me
You are just a
Little baby

Let me in
Let me in
Out you go
Out you go
Let me in
Let me in
Your heart
Let me in
Let me in
Let me see what your
Feeling
Don’t hide it away
No please
Not from me

love

L O V E TELL ME WHAT IS MEANS TO ME
L I F E WHY DO YOU KEEP HATING ME
W H Y WHY – WHY DO YOU KEEP WANTING ME
WANTING ME
HATING ME
NEVER WANTING ME AGAIN
YOUR SORRY?
OH SO WHAT
YOU LEFT ONE TO MANY TIMES
WHY DON’T YOU
JUST GIVE UP
JUST BECAUSE I SAY OKAY
DOESN’T MEAN
WERE CLEARED UP

DOESN’T MEAN WERE SAFE


LOVE IS
I DON’T EVEN KNOW
LIFE IS
I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN!

YOU ARE
THE STUPIDEST THING ON EARTH

I AM
I DON’T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE

YOU ARE
A LIAR
BUT SO HAPPY
SOMETIMES
LONLEY
SOMETIMES
ANGRY SOMETIMES
WHY?

WHY

Why
Why
Ooh
Ooh
Why
Why
Ooh
Ooh
Love

What is it

I don’t know

Its crazy

Love
What does it do

It’s a serial killer

It is happiness

It is a sadness

It is anything

You can think

It’s a feeling
A feeling
Broken
Taped shut
Never
To beat
Again

WHY do you have to be like that
Never to love
Never to care

You can be
So different

WHY do I deserve this
Always beat up
Always beat down

I have to always look up

Why do you got to do this
Why do you got to have this
Power

School
One thing is
School
Our thing is
School
Conflict is
School
Everything is
School
Drama center is
School
New people in
School
Why do
We got to go to
School

Why do
We got to do this
Why do
We got to have this
Silly little conflict
What’s gonna happen
now

Broken Feeling

We fall down
But we get back up

We all drown
But we all get saved

Those left behind

They will be okay

We go out
But we come back


Love
Mysterious wonder
Of dreams
Lies

Don’t say
Anymore
Don’t hurt yourself

I get it

You are out

Broken
Again
Feeling
Again
My feeling
Is broken
To pieces

Why?
Why have you done this….

Now you are
Comepletly different
You say sorry
I say okay

Now you know
What I am saying

You were a baby

You said
I was a joke

We all were

One team

Why would we
Leave
Forever

We all were
Together

Why have we
Gone apart

YOU
ARE
NOTHING
TO ME

YOU
ARE SOMETHING
TO MY HEART

Now you
Run away from all your fears
You hide away from all your tears that are trying to come down

Come down to
Earth!

Run around
Hide away
Dry your tears
Break away
From
These
Broken feelings

Scream it out
Let it out
Write it out
Hide in front of
A
Stupid
Laptop

Seriously?

Just come back
To earth

Late December

Bring me back
To the days
Of late December

When the wind
Blew in my face
The cold wind

I was blinded
By the cold air
The snow was so strong
I couldn’t see
I cant see
Help me
In late December

We were so happy
Never angry

Could you please
Bring me back?


I miss the laughing
I miss the awkwardness
I miss the friendly relationship

I miss the conflict
The silly arguments

Why have you left

Why cant we go back

To late December


I like to believe
All was great until

It all melted
The icy snow

I miss
It
All

Just bring me back
To late
December please

My world of INSANITY (NEW SONG)

My world of insanity, By Tabitha Colon

I need you now

Need you now

Oh

Oh

I need you now

Need you now

Oh

Oh

You were like

A little worm

In my brain

Never came out

Always in my mind

I want you back

Want you back

I really loved you

But not like that

I was on

A little cloud

Dreaming

I wasn’t on

The normal ground

Seeing

Reality

Come with me

Come with me

To a world of insanity

Come with me

Come with me

Oh

Oh

To a world of insanity

My world of insanity

I was blinded

By you

Your happiness

Couldn’t be true

Then you

Ripped the blindfolds off

And you

Were so

Angry

Happiness

In my world

Is the only rule

-only rule-

I thought

You were

Happy

Just look

At us

Now

Come with me

Come with me

To a world of insanity

Come with me

Come with me

Oh

Oh

To a world of insanity

My world of insanity

Copyright Ó – Tabitha Colon

Deception ( new song )

Life is running out of options
You better choose now
Before time runs out

I've heard many little stories
Fairy tales
That are true

That life is short
That life is fun
That life is everything
Were dreaming of

I've heard many little lies
That turn out to be
True!

They don't
Even
Realize
It

They don't
Even
Think about
It

Life is running out of options
You better choose now
Before time runs out

Lies are turning into darkness
You better
Tell
The
Truth
Now

I've seen many
many
many
many
Things
You gotta lie about
But
We turn
On ourselves
And call it
Bad

When are you gonna choose?
Right or wrong it's either one!
When are you gonna
Tell
The
Truth

Life is running out of options
You better choose now
Before time
Runs
Out


Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oh
Life is everything
Life
Life is every-
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oh
Life is everything
Life is every
Thing

Copyright Tabitha Colon

Today

Today...is....the best...day....EVER! I hope Raimi will be friends again with me. All the bad things i said wasn;t true, I was just mad about the email. He made me pop. But now he EMAILED ME! I am so happy. Thats how much i really care about him!! I get happy when he talks to me!

Teachers

I know everyone hates ms. Kemp, but I dont. She is just strict and she has high expectations of us, even though she is really on the little things we do. It's okay if I get detention. I am fine with it. I like Ms. Kemp. She is sometimes, when she is in a good mood, funny, nice and she is also fun. There is nothing wrong with her. Amanda lies a lot.

?

Should I sing my new song that I wrote for the auditions today in school?

OMG - AKWARD

I had to go on a trip today with...RAIMI! OMG! It was so awkward. At 3:00 today i have to go on another trip with him. No school today...And he completely ignored me today, as always. Whats his problem?

RUN

It gonna get you now
you havent run fast enough
its catching up
just run, just run
for your life

Its got your leg
but no
its got your heart
instead
you stop
and stare
and look in the mirror
what have you
become

You can hear your own heart
beating so fast
you can not breath
anymore
just get out now
before life takes over

Cause life is out to get you
every little lie
every little thing
is gonna matter now
is gonna matter now

Cause lies are gonna haunt you
every little second
every little day
is gonna hurt you now
is gonna hurt you now

Copyright - Tabitha Colon

Continued - SONG: RUN

Pack up all your stuff
and move away
just let the past
fade away
just leave it all
behind

Forget the past and leave
all of your things
you run away
from all of your
lies
and
betrayals

Cause life is out to get you
every little lie
every little thing
is gonna matter now
is gonna matter now

Cause lies are gonna haunt you
every litttle second
every little day
is gonna hurt you now
is gonna hurt you now
Copyright - Tabitha Colon

My song - beggining

It's coming out it starting to be alive
You can hear it's heart beating so fast
You can feel every little beat.

Run away and leave
All your things behind
Just come and play
Just run away
You can see it breaking free

Just run away as fast
As fast as you can
It gonna come
And eat you all up
It's coming now
I can feel it

Cause life is out to get you
Every little lie
Every little thing
is gonna matter now
Is gonna matter now

Cause lies are gonna haunt you
Every little second
Every little day
is gonna hurt you now
is gonna hurt you now

Copyright - Tabitha Colon

Ugh

Babies like Raimi call others babies, because to him he is grown up, and everyone else Is a baby, but it's actually the opposite. He should know that he might have mental problems.

WOW!

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY BLOG!
I can't believe I have been blogging here for a year already! if you look in 2010, it says the first post was in march. Now its march 2011!

Okay

Immature people are so...ugh! Like someone who hates me for no reason now...he was mad because i was near him in recess. Thats so selfish! Just because he hates me means i cant hang out with my friends in certain places? Give me a break, Raimi.