Youtube + Update

Recently...I have been spending way too much time online. In particular, youtube. I watch WAY too many videos a day I think. I've recently made a new youtube account, so check that out. The link is in my original youtube, ElectaCutedSims. Subscribe?
I know I haven't posted in a while, but school has been really stressful. It is way more hard than I thought. So much homework. I am really tired...everyday now. If I close my eyes, I will fall asleep. I've never been this tired in my life at school!!!
BTW, if you didn't know...I just started higschool. I know...I haven't finished GTP Drama. I am making episode 11...AKA Season Finale soon. Hopefully this weekend I can. I am making a "Where are they now?"
I miss GTP soo much. This school reminds me so much of it. Laptops, Powerspeak, Writing on Google Docs, different classes every subject...I really think that GTP was the best Middle School ever.

Plus, did you know that when I started GTP I was 10????? I looked so much younger than I was...Someone thought I was 5! Lol...it was Dariel. Of course. And now...people mistake me for a 16 year old. Big change. I'm one of the youngest...yet I look way older. I don't like it. At all. I get may too much attention in the train now. And people treat me differently now.
Well g2g, bye.

Movie Update

Yes, the movie about Silent Hill is still going to happen, just not anytime soon. Maybe next year. I need to find a school and I need more props. Like fake blood. But dont worry, I will do this! When it snows, I will make sure to film my next scene in Randalls Island! NYC! You know the ashes in SH...well, there you go!

Change?

Do you think its time for a change? I am in High school and I have had this awesome design on my blog for forever...I think I will work on a new one. If there is anyone out there...any suggestions on a design/color/theme?

High School?!

Yup, you read the title, I started high school...ALREADY! Wasn't I in like...6th grade or something when I started this blog? Well, anyway, sorry i have not posted in like FOREVER but I have been really busy over the summer...sleeping. Hey, it gets tiring to sleep all the time. -.-
Well, I technically started High School on Thursday, but today is my first official day. I have an ID, MetroCard, and the best part- IT'S IN SOHO!
For those of you who dont know me, I am a teenager growing up in NYC. At first I was a kid, but I drastically changed into a teen. Maybe I will upload of picture of me when I started this blog and now. Maybe not.
I am happy i am with Kaira, but she isn't here today. Bummer. But I think I can go through the day alone! I need to either find someone to eat with during lunch or eat alone in the lunchroom and write in my diary. Not this one, my actual diary. I have had that since 2010 as well, but its not as old as this awesome online diary or blog. I am happy to announce that I have followers! Yup! 6! I hope there are no creepy people on that list...but anyway...wish me luck on my first official day please!
I am currently in Independent Work class...two more periods until Lunch!
Yay! And NO!

Freedom! And movie!

Oh, and I can -
Wear full makeup (eyeliner and stuff)
Walk by myself
Wear whatever I want
I was just recently looking at my old posts and I found some posts when I was 11. I said I still couldn't walk by myself. Now I don't want to walk by myself. I am still getting used to it. In high school I have to take the TRAIN by myself.

Oh, and I am making a movie this summer. I am using my camcorder to record and I am trying to get donations from my school to get stuff like props and costumes and recording equipment. It's official, I'm already writing a script and I might film in my school, which would be awesome.

No!! and Yay!!!

I am so sad I am leaving GTP and off to the iSchool. I AM SO NERVOUS FOR HIGHSCHOOL!
Any suggestions on what I should do my freshman year?
Oh, and Graduation is really soon. And next week I'm going to Busch Gardens. AND I CANT WAIT FOR MY HUGE GRADUATION GIFT

Poem

                                               "Not my fault"

You never listen to what I say

You don't care about what I think

You say, "When you are ready"

Don't you know I won't be?

I said I don't want to see her

You say that isn't fair

"She loves you"

"She misses you"

"Don't you miss her back?"

I thought I was your daughter

The one you'll always make happy

I guess that doesn't matter

You do have a new family

Its not my fault

Its her

Its you

Its not my fault

That I'm not with you

By Tabitha Colon COPYRIGHT