My song - beggining

It's coming out it starting to be alive
You can hear it's heart beating so fast
You can feel every little beat.

Run away and leave
All your things behind
Just come and play
Just run away
You can see it breaking free

Just run away as fast
As fast as you can
It gonna come
And eat you all up
It's coming now
I can feel it

Cause life is out to get you
Every little lie
Every little thing
is gonna matter now
Is gonna matter now

Cause lies are gonna haunt you
Every little second
Every little day
is gonna hurt you now
is gonna hurt you now

Copyright - Tabitha Colon

Ugh

Babies like Raimi call others babies, because to him he is grown up, and everyone else Is a baby, but it's actually the opposite. He should know that he might have mental problems.

WOW!

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY BLOG!
I can't believe I have been blogging here for a year already! if you look in 2010, it says the first post was in march. Now its march 2011!

Okay

Immature people are so...ugh! Like someone who hates me for no reason now...he was mad because i was near him in recess. Thats so selfish! Just because he hates me means i cant hang out with my friends in certain places? Give me a break, Raimi.

Unnatural Selection- I WANT THE TRUTH

They'll laugh as they watch us fall

The lucky don't care at all

No chance for fate

It's unnatural selection

*I want the truth*

-Lyrics from Unnatural Selection by MuSe

I starred "I want the truth" because thats all I want nowadays. I dont care how hard it is to say.

"They'll laugh as they watch us fall" - People can be so careless and mean. Whats up with that? School is bad. Real bad. Not that my school is bad, but in general, school is not always a good place to be.

"The lucky dont care at all" SELF ABSORBED people dont care about anyone but themselves. Sometimes they see it in other people, not them selves, because they dont know the whole book of the person. They just think, "they are smart and sometimes they get mad. Ugh, they cant appreciate what they have", but you dont even know what they have. You just think about your smarts. *that is to self absorbed people*

"No chance for fate" - If you think that some people are done after one thing happened, like they do one thing then there whole life is ruined and you wont want to talk to them anymore, you have to give them a chance. Have faith in people.

"It's unnatural selection" - Sometimes you have categories of your life that no one else has, like music or friends, or clothing. Then comes the laughing and no mercy and self absorbed people doing that. Now comes the people who dont even say their feelings. They bottle things up. Then they let all the anger out at once and let it overflow like crazy. Then they start over after everything is cleared up, and the whole things starts with the quietness, so you want the truth all out before anything else happens.

-Kind of what is happening to me. The "It's unnatural selection" part is not about me, but other people. No one in general, but people. Everything is weird nowadays.

STUPID PEOPLE ARE RETARDED!

Some people can be so dumb, and i think retarded. Raimi deletes the emails when he asked me what do i have to say. Then he said its non of my buissness. THEN WHOS BUISNESS IS IT?! STUPID! OMG AND HE SAYS HE IS SMART PHT...

Happiness

Happiness,... how'd you get to be Happiness....how'd you get to find loooooove....looooove...
Join a group and you will find. Harmony and peace of mind, make it better.
WE'RE HERE TO WELCOME YOU
Time...stops still...when...you've lost LOOOOOOOOVE....LOOOOOOOVE....
Happiness,... how'd you get to be Happiness....how'd you get to find loooooove....looooove...
you would see a troubled soul, give them all your money will....make it better.
WE'RE HERE TO WELCOME YOU
Time...stops still...when...you've lost LOOOOOOOOVE....LOOOOOOOVE....
Happiness,... how'd you get to be Happiness....how'd you get to find loooooove....looooove...
a song by goldfrapp
im feeling happier now that I am friends with everyone and i have NO enemies
Thats all i want
to be happy