so major update. i downloaded twitter again, it was a good break and now I am back. i turned off notifcations for celebrities except chris carm, shonduras and jerome. id like to say im not obsessed, but i dont know. when jerome came back to nyc this week i didnt freak out. i expected it. and hes in central park a lot. im going to go find him but im not super stalkerish or obsessive about it. just like to see him. shonduras is also in nyc. really wanna see him. nicholas megalis is also with shonduras, hopefully i can track them down today. i missed nicholas' meetup at barns and noble because i was busy so i really wanna meet him soon. anyway im tired of all this crap. not gonna really try anymore. going to enjoy my day exploring the city, if i find anyone, cool. oh and im not homeless anymore. i moved last week. yay
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Thursday, March 12, 2015
okay, so update. chris never responded. but...after all that i deleted the twitter app. not my account, just the app. i decided to focus on myself. im not a jerhomie or a chromie. im tabby! i should not put jerome or chris above me. they are no better than me just because they are famous and im a fangirl. no. im not a fangirl. i decided to focus on snapchat also, see if thats turns into a career.
so yeah i messaged chris carm on snapchat after that and we talked there for a while and he gave me some advice on snapchat story making and a career and stuff. decided to take snapchat seriously and chris did watch my story and he dmed me on twitter telling me to save it. which i didnt cause i forgot. but yeah stopped checking twitter now its only snapchat. so i made another story that i worked hard on but chris never watched it, and didnt open my snaps. and yeah i was a little sad but then i kept making stories and he hasnt been watching them so i just kinda got messy with the stories. idk. gonna make a new story soon,
my snapchat name is misstabbycat
he opened my snaps recently but never responded to them, they were old anyway.
i kinda miss jerome but at the same time i dont care.
hes my friend. xD
You dont fangirl or go crazy when you see your best friend? why with a celebrity. they arent any better than yourself or your best friend.
who still reads this? does anyone know i still update this? why do i still update?
so yeah i messaged chris carm on snapchat after that and we talked there for a while and he gave me some advice on snapchat story making and a career and stuff. decided to take snapchat seriously and chris did watch my story and he dmed me on twitter telling me to save it. which i didnt cause i forgot. but yeah stopped checking twitter now its only snapchat. so i made another story that i worked hard on but chris never watched it, and didnt open my snaps. and yeah i was a little sad but then i kept making stories and he hasnt been watching them so i just kinda got messy with the stories. idk. gonna make a new story soon,
my snapchat name is misstabbycat
he opened my snaps recently but never responded to them, they were old anyway.
i kinda miss jerome but at the same time i dont care.
hes my friend. xD
You dont fangirl or go crazy when you see your best friend? why with a celebrity. they arent any better than yourself or your best friend.
who still reads this? does anyone know i still update this? why do i still update?
Thursday, February 26, 2015
update
update: been an hour and no response. either chris is busy or just decided to do that thing where he doesnt respond.
what makes me mad is a long time ago he said, "i see the messages, i just choose not to respond"
so now i feel like every time he doesn't respond i've crossed a boundary or something.
but he usually takes like 2 days to respond
so im just waiting here wondering.
everytime my phone vibrates i think its chris carm. why do u do this too meee lol. i hope he doesnt read my blog although im sure he has better things to do than read this crap
what makes me mad is a long time ago he said, "i see the messages, i just choose not to respond"
so now i feel like every time he doesn't respond i've crossed a boundary or something.
but he usually takes like 2 days to respond
so im just waiting here wondering.
everytime my phone vibrates i think its chris carm. why do u do this too meee lol. i hope he doesnt read my blog although im sure he has better things to do than read this crap
jerome jarre?
ugh so im gonna write about whats happening right now. in case anyone needs a fix of drama just for fun. idk. enjoy.
yesterday me and lexi went to union square to look for jerome and chris and shonduras because shonduras was in the city and he said he might do a story with chris. so we were hopeful and thought it would be a good day to be in that area. we end up going and its really cold and we see chris carm but the thing is he is going into a building. so we cant run after him cause it looks creepy and stalkerish. i think he was going into his apartment. so we ran away. and the rest of the day all three of them were completly offline twitter. busy day i understand. but the mix of the cold and almost catching chris carm and the inactiveness made us mad. lexi had been trying to contact them the past couple weeks, she went out during jeromes snapchat story to find him (twice) and both times last week she couldnt find him. so she walk searching in the cold for hours, and she never got any responses from them except favs, which made her mad. it would make me mad too. so yeah yesterday.
we were out for hours and it got dark out and as we are giving up she got really pissed and had a little meltdown. it wasnt only jerome. it was everything just got to her and it was more than what i can explain. so yeah serious stuff. i felt bad didnt know what to do. i dmed chris telling him what was happening. hes not really responding except "what happened". and i told him but no response. and then she tweeted that she hated them but she didnt tag them. she was just mad she didnt mean it. she loves them. and these two stupid little french fangirls who call themselves jerhomies starting bashing her and sending her tweet to jerome saying stuff like she is standing up for them but it was none of their buisness. they dont know the situation and they starting sending jerome and chris that she hates them because she didnt see him once. not true at all. she does not hate them. it was everything that shes going through. and their stupiditidy made me MAD so we had a twitter argument and they kept tweeting me in french and it pissed me off so much. they were being so rude. so yeah i dmed chris and told him not to listen to anything they say. and he responded "what did they send" and i just told him. ill keep you updated if i get a response. and this morning i had an anxiety attack! i skipped first period :( there was only 20 min left anyway. i was just crying and freaking out for no reason. it had took me 2 hours to get to school and it was extremly crowded on the train and being close to people like that gave me anxiety i guess? i wanted to cry on the train. i hate the 4 train. then the c train wasnt even going to my stop! i had to go back uptown and then back downtown just to get to school it was so annoying. i was annoyed and angry and all the stress gave me an anxiety attack 2 hours ago. so yeah now im in independent work for 2 periods cant use my phone. they are strict. so ill keep you updated
yesterday me and lexi went to union square to look for jerome and chris and shonduras because shonduras was in the city and he said he might do a story with chris. so we were hopeful and thought it would be a good day to be in that area. we end up going and its really cold and we see chris carm but the thing is he is going into a building. so we cant run after him cause it looks creepy and stalkerish. i think he was going into his apartment. so we ran away. and the rest of the day all three of them were completly offline twitter. busy day i understand. but the mix of the cold and almost catching chris carm and the inactiveness made us mad. lexi had been trying to contact them the past couple weeks, she went out during jeromes snapchat story to find him (twice) and both times last week she couldnt find him. so she walk searching in the cold for hours, and she never got any responses from them except favs, which made her mad. it would make me mad too. so yeah yesterday.
we were out for hours and it got dark out and as we are giving up she got really pissed and had a little meltdown. it wasnt only jerome. it was everything just got to her and it was more than what i can explain. so yeah serious stuff. i felt bad didnt know what to do. i dmed chris telling him what was happening. hes not really responding except "what happened". and i told him but no response. and then she tweeted that she hated them but she didnt tag them. she was just mad she didnt mean it. she loves them. and these two stupid little french fangirls who call themselves jerhomies starting bashing her and sending her tweet to jerome saying stuff like she is standing up for them but it was none of their buisness. they dont know the situation and they starting sending jerome and chris that she hates them because she didnt see him once. not true at all. she does not hate them. it was everything that shes going through. and their stupiditidy made me MAD so we had a twitter argument and they kept tweeting me in french and it pissed me off so much. they were being so rude. so yeah i dmed chris and told him not to listen to anything they say. and he responded "what did they send" and i just told him. ill keep you updated if i get a response. and this morning i had an anxiety attack! i skipped first period :( there was only 20 min left anyway. i was just crying and freaking out for no reason. it had took me 2 hours to get to school and it was extremly crowded on the train and being close to people like that gave me anxiety i guess? i wanted to cry on the train. i hate the 4 train. then the c train wasnt even going to my stop! i had to go back uptown and then back downtown just to get to school it was so annoying. i was annoyed and angry and all the stress gave me an anxiety attack 2 hours ago. so yeah now im in independent work for 2 periods cant use my phone. they are strict. so ill keep you updated
Thursday, February 12, 2015
5 YEARS OF BLOGGING
had this blog since 2010. its 2015 and im 16 years old. i started when i was 10. march 2010. now its feb 2015. wuttt
cant believe i still post here. the look of this site has been the same for the past 5 years. gotta fix it up.
cant believe i still post here. the look of this site has been the same for the past 5 years. gotta fix it up.
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
JEROME JARRE
i don't care if people end up judging me for things i post here. its like an online diary. i dont care who reads it. im not ashamed of anything i post here.
jerome jarre is love jerome jarre is life
follow @jeromejarre on everything INCLUDING SNAPCHAT
met bae 5 times
hung out, not only "hi bye!" no its hi and then stares at for an hour from far away then whisper bye baby get home safeley WITHOUT him hearing that ofcourse (no i didnt do that)
i just didnt say anything bc idk what to say so i stared at him and followed him because you cant help but stare at his beauty inside his heart and also out he has the best smile ever hes a CUTIE and also follow him home*cough* no not really but wink wink. IM NOT CRAZY STALKER!
I am a FRIEND NOT FAN
FRIEND NOT FAN
jerome jarre is love jerome jarre is life
follow @jeromejarre on everything INCLUDING SNAPCHAT
met bae 5 times
hung out, not only "hi bye!" no its hi and then stares at for an hour from far away then whisper bye baby get home safeley WITHOUT him hearing that ofcourse (no i didnt do that)
i just didnt say anything bc idk what to say so i stared at him and followed him because you cant help but stare at his beauty inside his heart and also out he has the best smile ever hes a CUTIE and also follow him home*cough* no not really but wink wink. IM NOT CRAZY STALKER!
I am a FRIEND NOT FAN
FRIEND NOT FAN
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