ugh so im gonna write about whats happening right now. in case anyone needs a fix of drama just for fun. idk. enjoy.
yesterday me and lexi went to union square to look for jerome and chris and shonduras because shonduras was in the city and he said he might do a story with chris. so we were hopeful and thought it would be a good day to be in that area. we end up going and its really cold and we see chris carm but the thing is he is going into a building. so we cant run after him cause it looks creepy and stalkerish. i think he was going into his apartment. so we ran away. and the rest of the day all three of them were completly offline twitter. busy day i understand. but the mix of the cold and almost catching chris carm and the inactiveness made us mad. lexi had been trying to contact them the past couple weeks, she went out during jeromes snapchat story to find him (twice) and both times last week she couldnt find him. so she walk searching in the cold for hours, and she never got any responses from them except favs, which made her mad. it would make me mad too. so yeah yesterday.
we were out for hours and it got dark out and as we are giving up she got really pissed and had a little meltdown. it wasnt only jerome. it was everything just got to her and it was more than what i can explain. so yeah serious stuff. i felt bad didnt know what to do. i dmed chris telling him what was happening. hes not really responding except "what happened". and i told him but no response. and then she tweeted that she hated them but she didnt tag them. she was just mad she didnt mean it. she loves them. and these two stupid little french fangirls who call themselves jerhomies starting bashing her and sending her tweet to jerome saying stuff like she is standing up for them but it was none of their buisness. they dont know the situation and they starting sending jerome and chris that she hates them because she didnt see him once. not true at all. she does not hate them. it was everything that shes going through. and their stupiditidy made me MAD so we had a twitter argument and they kept tweeting me in french and it pissed me off so much. they were being so rude. so yeah i dmed chris and told him not to listen to anything they say. and he responded "what did they send" and i just told him. ill keep you updated if i get a response. and this morning i had an anxiety attack! i skipped first period :( there was only 20 min left anyway. i was just crying and freaking out for no reason. it had took me 2 hours to get to school and it was extremly crowded on the train and being close to people like that gave me anxiety i guess? i wanted to cry on the train. i hate the 4 train. then the c train wasnt even going to my stop! i had to go back uptown and then back downtown just to get to school it was so annoying. i was annoyed and angry and all the stress gave me an anxiety attack 2 hours ago. so yeah now im in independent work for 2 periods cant use my phone. they are strict. so ill keep you updated
yesterday me and lexi went to union square to look for jerome and chris and shonduras because shonduras was in the city and he said he might do a story with chris. so we were hopeful and thought it would be a good day to be in that area. we end up going and its really cold and we see chris carm but the thing is he is going into a building. so we cant run after him cause it looks creepy and stalkerish. i think he was going into his apartment. so we ran away. and the rest of the day all three of them were completly offline twitter. busy day i understand. but the mix of the cold and almost catching chris carm and the inactiveness made us mad. lexi had been trying to contact them the past couple weeks, she went out during jeromes snapchat story to find him (twice) and both times last week she couldnt find him. so she walk searching in the cold for hours, and she never got any responses from them except favs, which made her mad. it would make me mad too. so yeah yesterday.
we were out for hours and it got dark out and as we are giving up she got really pissed and had a little meltdown. it wasnt only jerome. it was everything just got to her and it was more than what i can explain. so yeah serious stuff. i felt bad didnt know what to do. i dmed chris telling him what was happening. hes not really responding except "what happened". and i told him but no response. and then she tweeted that she hated them but she didnt tag them. she was just mad she didnt mean it. she loves them. and these two stupid little french fangirls who call themselves jerhomies starting bashing her and sending her tweet to jerome saying stuff like she is standing up for them but it was none of their buisness. they dont know the situation and they starting sending jerome and chris that she hates them because she didnt see him once. not true at all. she does not hate them. it was everything that shes going through. and their stupiditidy made me MAD so we had a twitter argument and they kept tweeting me in french and it pissed me off so much. they were being so rude. so yeah i dmed chris and told him not to listen to anything they say. and he responded "what did they send" and i just told him. ill keep you updated if i get a response. and this morning i had an anxiety attack! i skipped first period :( there was only 20 min left anyway. i was just crying and freaking out for no reason. it had took me 2 hours to get to school and it was extremly crowded on the train and being close to people like that gave me anxiety i guess? i wanted to cry on the train. i hate the 4 train. then the c train wasnt even going to my stop! i had to go back uptown and then back downtown just to get to school it was so annoying. i was annoyed and angry and all the stress gave me an anxiety attack 2 hours ago. so yeah now im in independent work for 2 periods cant use my phone. they are strict. so ill keep you updated
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