BTW

BTW, there were words in this month. For those who know what I was talking about in my last post ^.^

And I got the Naked Palette for my bday :)

December - Not as expected

The best month of the year.
My favorite month of the year.

Is now the worst month of my entire life.

Sure, I turned 14 last week. What can I possibly complain about?

...

I spent my birthday at the emergency room for 6 hours due to some sort of asthma(?) attack I had.
I don't have asthma.

They told me I had a fever, cold and that I had asthma symptoms. I was wheezing a lot. And I just could barely breathe.

So I had a week off from school until I would get better.
On friday, things got worst.

I went to go get contacts, and I did, but they told me that my vision was worst, after only 6 months. And it's worst than my mom's. God willy I don't get blind by the time I'm 90.

On Friday, I lost someone that was close to me and that I loved. I have never lost someone so close.
"lost" as in the worst possible meaning of "lost".
 It's still unbelievable.
:'(

And yesterday, I found out a popular Spanish artist had passed also.

What is up with you, December?

The only thing keeping me going and not braking me down is the fact that my birthday was just last week and Christmas is coming up.

School is horrible, too.

I just want Christmas to come and get this month over with.

Oh, and 11 days until we all "die". (Referring to the supposed end of the world) ;)

Back

I'm back
I actually didn't eat a lot this thanksgiving.
My birthday is this weekend...
Naked Pallete? 1 &/or 2?
Make me blush brush kit?
Makeup on wishlist?
Laptop?
Xbox 360?
New room?
New video games?

^^all things I really want/need :)

So...idk if anyone knows what I'm talking about...but 1 FREAKIN MONTH.
1 MONTH FILLED WITH NO WORDS. :(
anyway im over it

Video coming up

I am going to make a video. A day in the life of me. Like...a day of you following me around to see what I post about all the time.
already started toady.

POEM!!

Its the last day of the quater one.
I failed spanish.
But everything else, I'm pretty sure I passed.

im really sick....................................................

I like writing like this, don't ask me why.

I want to write a poem or a song.

Poem:

I don't know what your thinkin
about
I dont know what your wantin
from me
I DONT KNOW what your name is
I DONT know anything bout' you

Oh I would know
If you'd be
the one
for me


OH I would know
who'd you be
if you were the one
for me

Oh I don't want to say anything
Because I don't know what...to say.
Won't you make the first move
Cause I don't want to play
this game
anymore

Why dont you find out for yourself
Why dont you find what your looking for


I never said anything to do you wrong
I haven't said anything...to you at all
I don't plan on comunicating
I don't plan at all

I'm not a serious person
I love to play and laugh
But its not the other way around
I don't like to laugh at playing with love.

Nothing is between us
Nothing at all
Just some perosn
I don't know at all

And I shouldn't care
And I no longer do

But i'd like to be friends
So that I would know you.

New Tabs ^.^

I added some new tabs. Enjoy them.

Countdown Update

17 days...
I have a small list of people I am inviting to celebrate with me...don't have many close friends yet haha.
But I will also invite some GTP people. I miss them so bad.
I JUST CAME UP WITH AN AMAZING IDEA!
FOR MY BIRTHDAY, I CAN HAVE A REUNION WITH MY OLD FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss them so much...and I don't have any friends that I am as close to as my gtp friends.Wow that sentence didn't make a lot of sense. I am tired, okay? I'm not editing it or re-reading it. blah.