Temptation

Temptation is my enemy. Temptation means to want something so bad, but you don't think you should get it. Thats whats ruining my life, making it an unfair life most of the time. God, why did you make temptation in the world? Temptation leads to sin, unhappiness, and greediness. I control my temptations most of the time, but its hard when im at a store, or in a beautiful home, anywhere that makes me feel that i get things poorly, like im some poor person in dept living in a ugly home. Thats not me, though. Im not in dept and i live in a wonderful home. Thats what i have to always think about when temptation comes to mind. Try it, it can really make a difference in your life if you compare yourself to other people in the street sleeping on the floor. You will change a little. :)

Change and Freedom

My mother finally decided to give me some more freedom. No, not walking by myself yet, but now she is letting me wear a little make-up to school. She just recently gave me a make-over. She dyed my hair with golden blonde highlights and she let me buy my own make-up. I can now wear eyeshadow and eyeliner and i can wear lipstick. I used to only be able to wear lipstick, but eyeshadow is my new make-up. The next step in freedom is walking by myself. I knew something was going to happen, change, as i said earlier in this blog. Time is actually going slow again. Wow, the things god can do and they way he shows us he is real. By the way, if you are not Christian, i am, and i believe in god. You don't have to, but i do. I think these things that im writing that is happening in real life is proof god is not fake, but a real spirit in the heavens.